I CANNOT LIVE WITH MYSELF

I can't say what I feel any more.
I've been betrayed one too many times before.
I can't even trust myself.
Putting me so much worse off.
But my caring's been thrown into the wind.
Who I was has been carried away.
Leaving me as nothing.
No emotion.
No more hope.
I've deserted myself.
Already out in the middle of nowhere.
Even more so now.
I don't care.
I cannot care.
It's eating me alive.
Devouring me whole.
Leaving me as a hole.
This is where I am.
This who I am.
Not much to speak of.
Just to say I can't live with myself any more.

SCOTT DAVID BUCKLEY-(11/02/2013)